Remember when you were little and all you wanted to do is be grown up? You wanted to be able to drive, have a job, and just be an adult. Now that I am 18 and adulthood is fastly aproaching, I regret spending most of my life wishing I was older. Now I wish I was that five year old that didn't have a care in the world. You didn't have to worry about how much money gas would be to go places. You would have to worry about which friend was a true friend, and which one was fake. You just could be a happy child and play. As I am growing up, I realize that I need to cherish the times that I have. Time goes by so quickly and if I spend my entire life wishing for something that I don't have, or wanting a life I don't have, everything will just be gone in a second. Slowly I am learning that I need to be thankful for where I am in life, and just live life. I shouldn't sit here and be worried about the future because it is in God's hands. He's in control over everything.